When things get really personal, I write to feel better..
And since my Blackberry is f'd once again. Gotta write this one off my chest ..
I can't do this no more. She says she love me then she loves me not.
But she don't hate me, if I kick her out my spot. Cause lately seems,
we've been growing apart. I don't know how much more I could take this,
I feel like saying buh bye. But when I look in to her eyes. I just can't do it.
I never felt like this before. Could it be that we lost the flame ?
That them true lovers have ? How did it all just slip away ?
Seems so right at the beginning, now it seems so close to the ending.
Like we're just friends, hold on. I need to breathe again.
These feelings I'm feeling, starting to drive my crazy.
Just the thought of another man making other plans with my girl
And girl I tried and tried hard so we work this out and get over this.
But I just don't know what to do right now.
Girl when I see your face. It reminds me of the long nights and the good laughs we had.
And now I just can't forget about it, my mind is stuck with these kind of memories.
I can't remember the last time I hit it to forget problems. I gotta breathe again.
And when you call or text, I get this huge chunk in my throat. And all I can do is hold on.
And I don't ever want to leave you, but I can't stick around and torture myself..
I don't know how longer I can be with you like this. I guess it's all on you
With these mixed signals and all. It's kind of, kinda hard to tell.
Cause you know one day. You say you love me. Then another day
you're loving someone else..
You can prey all you want, but things can't go back to the way they were.
I'm done with going through these kind of things. That's what I know for sure.
You always will be my first I've really loved with commitment. And no regrets at all.
Think it's time to close this chapter and move on to the next..
